28 April 2025 (*Clasps hands together*)

 Hello

Good morning 

Hear me out

OMG I DON'T HAVE MY LIFE PLANNED OUT AT ALLLLLLLLLLLLL RAHHHHH.

Need to stop consuming brainrot first of all coz WHAT THE HELL.

Khadija left her job. That's all I know. No context. A reel said it's okay to feel lonely when you are an international student. Friendships don't feel that real and it's okay. So hell yeah we doing good.

Manya asked about my immaculate (I have been using that word A LOT lately...seems to describe things pretty well) sleep schedule (8PM-3AM RAHHH I am David Goggins). I feel lonely in the evenings. Things are tough. Feel like crying. There's the void again. Hence, epic sleep schedule!

I had a bag of chips, a protein bar, a pack of biscuits and 2 glasses of warm milk yesterday. Doing 24h fasts. THAT WAS A TERRIBLE WAY TO BREAK THE FAST. I'll try doing them again and then head over to a 3 day fast soon. Might go to the finance study sesh with Chi. Pa will book the tickets for my JULY GOING BACK HOME YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

ChatGPT said I don't fw emotional vulnerability. I don't. Because. No. Called Rhea yesterday. I talk to her almost everyday. Praneeti's family issues are going crazy. Her father was about to beat her up...

MY PARENTS ARE LITERALLY A GOD AND A GODDESS Y'ALL.

Didn't brush my teeth yesternight NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO *mouth bacteria shed a happy tear*

Marshall and Ted is literally me (Me= rudra here okay..please..please)

-Anushka didi

Imma update you on the rest later. The day has only begun.

MUJHE NAHI KARNI PADHAI YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR.

- Rudra Tiwari, everyday

Well the day ended 

Nothing much happened. Studied finance with Chi at bailieu.

By "studied", I mean she studied and I doomscrolled.

GOD I NEED TO LOCK IN...

Night.